我很詭異地跌入過去與未來，這個地方充滿了許許多多試著遺忘的回憶，卻又懸掛著數不清若有似無的夢想，他們兩個竟然同時存在於這裡。我伸出顫抖的手，慢慢將一件件未來丟入過去之中。經歷過一幕幕悲傷之後瞭解到，自己不可以將過去丟棄、封鎖，那樣於事無補，更會因此失去方向，我必須擁抱她、將她視為肩膀，但總有個小小的困擾，踩在她上面並不太舒服。
前天看了大亨小傳的電影，結尾是這樣說的：
Gatsby believed in the green light, the orgastic future that year by year recedes before us. It eluded us then, but that's no matter — tomorrow we will run faster, stretch out our arms farther.... And one fine morning —
So we beat on, boats against the current, borne back ceaselessly into the past.